Heal

Take my heart and take my hand,

Like an ocean takes the dirty sands.

And heal, heal, heal, heal.

The Goods

Clothes:

Jacket Foxes - Urban Fallout - Jacket - Lara Exclusive -Dark[box] RARE by Tyr Rozenblum (gacha in store)
Shirt =Zenith=Star Gladiator Bra Top (Black) by Miffyhoi Rosca (@Uber June)
Tapped guts SiniStyle Taped Guts by Krius Misfit
Pants Yasum*Xena Leathers*ADD ME*Night by Azlyn Vaher (@We <3 RP until June 30th)
Boots *LightStar-Pirate Boots Dark Black by Krystal Silverweb

Accesories:
Mask .{PSYCHO:Byts}. Demon War Mask - Black (unpacked) by psikotik Gothly
Face piercing - .HoD. - Deardriu Piercing (Female Fit) by aydan.darcy
Necklace :[P]:- Trellion Jewelry:// Noir by Aikea Rieko
Bracelet AITUI - Rocker Bracelet - Black by Jesseaitui Petion
Claw (Poisoned Diamond) Iron Fist Claw ONYX PACK by Aude Adored
Belt [RA] Slaver Belt (Black) by Candela Kira
Knife 3. :BAMSE: Trench Knife - Golden (GORE) RARE by LiamZander Resident (@Shiny Shabby until July 15th)

Body: 

Face paint around eyes + War Paint Pack + {aii} by PrincessAii Resident
Bloodshot eyes Clemmm - Bloodshot Eyebases by Clem Velinov
Lips antielle. The Alchemical Transformation (7) Coagulation by Kaorinette Resident (gacha)
Teeth [whatever] Teeth 2.0 - Dirty (tinted + alpha made by me) by AnnaGrey Resident
Grease on hands [NI.JU] Mechanic Hands SLINK Appliers by Vitani Jun
Hair /Wasabi Pills/ Dakota Mesh Hair - Fireworks by MissAllSunday Lemon
Pose and backdrop Exposeur by RubyStarlight Writer (Closing sale, 80% off - Ends June 30th)
Stump made by the awesome Londinia Leistone
Hand by Siddean Munro (with [PUMEC]  skin applier by otyebis)
Eyes IKON Promise Eyes - Field & Leonine by Ikon Innovia
Skin **[PUMEC]  - .:IVANA:. - SKIN - Spring** by otyebis

Can't Pretend

Feel, my skin is rough,

But it can be cleansed,

And my arms are tough,

But they can be bent,

The Goods

Clothes:

Top Stories&Co. by Flowey / Ash Top - Black C88 by Flutter Memel
Stomach belt Kaithleen's Rogue Leather Belt by Zlyskritek resident (gacha in store)
Shorts =Zenith=Berserker Short with Belt (Black) Maitreya by Miffyhoi Rosca (gacha in store)
Boots *LightStar-Buckled Boots-Faded Black by Krystal Silverweb

Accesories:
Mask :BAMSE: Fury - Nightmare by LiamZander Resident
Bandana *katat0nik* (texture-change) Bandana Scarf by Katat0nik Pidgeon
Bag HX: Black Spray Can Backpack by EgyptHansome resident
Sleeves Vinyl - Stirling SLeeves - PAK  BLACK by sukoshitosuto resident
Axe [The Forge] Salvage Axe by Deccan Arida (gacha in store)
Belt ~Pepper~ Sprayer Belt xs by Danni Pfeffer (store closed)
Upper legs harness phedora. Margaret harness by Celena Galli (@Rock Attitude Fair until June 18th)
Lower leg harness {le fil casse} the provocateur leg harness maitreya black by Jacinda Jaxxon
Leg straps TABOU. Thief Leg Ribbon _ Black by glamSOglamour resident (gacha in store)
Crowbar From Parts Unknown - Crowbar by perfectslam resident

Body: 

Black smears -[TWC]- Possesing you. -Black- by Jareth Cygnet
Paint smears [MIKO] ~ The Artist ~ Colorful & Bloody by MikoCupcakes resident
Hair .aisling. Arnkatla by Druunah Esharham
Poses Exposeur - Spring Singles by RubyStarlight Writer (Closing sale, 80% off - Ends June 30th)
Hand by Siddean Munro (with [PUMEC]  skin applier by otyebis)
Skin **[PUMEC]  - .:IVANA:. - SKIN - Spring** by otyebis

Stitches

Just like a moth drawn to a flame

Oh, you lured me in, I couldn't sense the pain

Your bitter heart cold to the touch

Now I'm gonna reap what I sow

The Goods

Clothes:

Sleeve shrug Lenora Shrug - Black by Kiddo Oh
Top Elegance Boutique -Top  "Jade" -Black - Maitreya-Slink by Elagantia Resident (@Ultra until June 15th)
Tapped guts SiniStyle Taped Guts by Krius Misfit
Skirt *Just BECAUSE* Elise Maxi Skirt - Black by Annie Melson (@Uber June)

Accesories:
Crown, veil and flowers *Tentacio* Black duchaness by May Tolsen
Moth SS-Falena by SinfulSky Resident
Necklace Moon Elixir - Luna - Necklace (unpacked) by ElixirBlack Resident
Arm Tapes ~ EsmeSia ~ Arm Tapes by Esmeralda Siamendes
Armband DL:: Demon's Hunter Armband by TitiTinyTo Resident
Bracelet **RE** LUX Lena Set by crashnoww Resident
Glove . aisling . Darshana Hand Jewelry by Damian Kleiner
Belt *~M`n B~* Sash Belt 1 by marley.blogfan
Axe *~M`n B~* Axe set by marley.blogfan

Body: 

Running make up .Pekka. Dark makeup marks by Kathya Szczepanski
Eye make up VileCult - Putrid EyeBags FatPack by ZoryaNite Resident
Make up ::TI:: Dirty eyes Tattoo by glamSOglamour Resident
Bloodshot eyes Clemmm - Bloodshot Eyebases by Clem Velinov
Grease on hands [NI.JU] Mechanic Hands SLINK Appliers by Vitani Jun
Hair TRUTH HAIR May -  colours by Truth Hawks
The poor man's stump by Me
Poses Elephante Poses Little Bird #2 by MelissaJeanne Flores
Hand by Siddean Munro (with [PUMEC]  skin applier by otyebis)
Eyes IKON Promise Eyes - Field & Leonine by Ikon Innovia
Skin **[PUMEC]  - .:IVANA:. - SKIN - Spring** by otyebis

3 years of blogging!

I realized today that I missed my Blogiversary’s date. I started this blog on the 18th of May 2013, so it has now been three years!

If you had told me back then that I would last this long, I would not have believed it. I always had a love/hate relationship with Second Life and other online games. I tend to binge on a game and then move on to something else. Remaining for such a long period of time is unusual for me.

Second Life, however, has kept me coming back and this time for three years straight!

I have already spoken in past blogiversary’s posts about the creative side of blogging and roleplaying that are a big part of my interest for this online world. And this hasn’t changed! I can see my writing and Photoshop improving every day and, for someone who isn’t a native English speaker and never used Photoshop before Second Life, those are really things that fill me with pride and happiness.

However, if my SL was only blogging and roleplaying, it would be a very empty thing. In friendship I am not the sort to have thousands of people in my life but those I do have, in both Worlds, matter greatly to me.

So today I wanted to thank those of you I have had the chance to share this world with (and for some both). Whereas it’s friends from accounts past that I do not get to talk to as much nowadays, but still care for a lot like Asthenia, Sehra, Bunny, Takuma and Takuya. Friends from roleplay like Dark, Max, Mae, Karen, Naomi, Sira, Lucius, Kiryu, Ginger, Emily, Mollie, Ram and London. Friends to stay sane like Blue, Peri, Lundy, Sadie, Piper, Valerian, Cole, Kouta and Clio. Or quite simply the best of friends, Emmy and Cat.

All of you make logging on great and I hope seeing your names up there will have you smiling just like you have me smile every day.

And here is to another year of blogging!

Credits for outfits can be found here, here, here and here.

Four Five Seconds

I think I've had enough, I might get a little drunk

I say what's on my mind, I might do a little time

Cause all of my kindness, is taken for weakness

The Goods

Clothes:

Left sleeve Kaithleen's Rogue Leather Top BLACK by Zlyskritek resident (gacha in store)
Corset UC_Spike_corset_bean_Maitreya_Belleza_Slink by unitedcolorsteam resident
Pants Vinyl - Crowe Leggings Pak BLACK by sukoshitosuto resident
Belt Foxes - Urban Fallout - Belt - Dark [box] by Tyr Rozenblum (gacha in store)
Boots FLite. - Rustic Black by LiamCole

Accesories:
Goggles RO - Sandstorm Goggles - WarTorn by axsisthorn
Trident .random.Matter. - Hands of Fate - Trident [Black] - RARE by Nikohl Hax (@Fantasy Gacha Carnival until June 7th)
Short necklace .random.Matter. - Marsandra Choker - Onyx by Nikohl Hax (@Secret Affair until May 31st))
Long necklace .random.Matter. - Seyline Necklace - Onyx by Nikohl Hax (@Dark Style Fair until June 4th)
Right harness **RE** Cora Harness by crashnoww Resident (@Tres Chic until June 10th)
Scissor *~M`n B~* Scissors set (box) by M n B (marley.blogfan)

Body: 

Face paint (NO) Dark Crown Face Paint by Polyester Partridge
Bloodshot eyes Clemmm - Bloodshot Eyebases by Clem Velinov
Lips antielle. The Alchemical Transformation (7) Coagulation by Kaorinette Resident (gacha)
Teeth [whatever] Teeth 2.0 - Dirty (tinted + alpha made by me) by AnnaGrey Resident
Grease on hands [NI.JU] Mechanic Hands SLINK Appliers by Vitani Jun
Nails Action Nails Wookey HUD V1 by MarilynMonroe Munro
Hair +Spellbound+ Wolves // Grimoire : Complete RARE by Kohana Xue (gacha in store)
The poor man's stump by Me
Poses Elephante Poses Little Bird #3 (Arm pose by me) by MelissaJeanne Flores
Hand by Siddean Munro (with [PUMEC]  skin applier by otyebis)
Eyes IKON Promise Eyes - Field & Leonine by Ikon Innovia
Skin **[PUMEC]  - .:IVANA:. - SKIN - Spring** by otyebis

I Return

No lyrics today! Just a small message to signal that I am back.

Thank you, Captain Obvious.

I was moving in RL and now that I am all set up, will be finally able to start blogging again.

Back to your regular program next post with lyrics extravaganza.

The Goods

Clothes:

Dress Valentina E. Suede & Brocade Dress Noir by ValentinaEvangelista Resident
Shoes Bliensen - Dreki - Anklet-Slink, Maitreya, TMP, Belleza silver by Plurabelle Laszlo

Accesories:
Veil and horns [AD] Sophia mesh gothic headdress 220 by Aliza Karu
Fur [CX] Fur Stole (Black) (unpacked) by Kamayari Resident
Necklace short :Moon Amore: Wild & Free Necklace by PsyQueen Resident (@Collabor88 May)
Necklace long ^^Swallow^^ Three Crosses (FEMALE) by luciayes Magic
Arm ribbons { V I N C U E } & Kibitz - Mizu+Arm [MaitBeta] by Cate Ying (gacha in store)
Claws [CX] Ironclad Claws (Black) by Kamayari Resident (gacha in store)
Ring EF: Dollmaker's Fetish Ring - Sterling by EmpyreanForge Resident (gacha in store)
Leg pouch DeezNuts - Leg pouch by Youreshitmandos Resident
Knife *~M`n B~* Hunting Knife by M n B (marley.blogfan)

Body: 

Bloodshot eyes Clemmm - Bloodshot Eyebases by Clem Velinov
Eyebags .Pekka. Eyebags - light by Kathya Szczepanski
Lips antielle. The Alchemical Transformation (7) Coagulation by Kaorinette Resident (gacha)
Teeth [whatever] Teeth 2.0 - Dirty (tinted + alpha made by me) by AnnaGrey Resident
Damaged hands Clemm by Clem Velinov
Dirty feet Clemm by Clem Velinov
Wounded knees [MIKO] The Blossom Wounds by MikoCupcakes Resident
Nails Action Nails Wookey HUD V1 by MarilynMonroe Munro
Hair TRUTH HAIR Gaia -  light blondes by Truth Hawks
Poses Elephante Poses by MelissaJeanne Flores
Hands and feet by Siddean Munro (with [PUMEC]  skin applier by otyebis)
Eyes IKON Promise Eyes - Field & Leonine by Ikon Innovia
Skin **[PUMEC]  - .:IVANA:. - SKIN - Spring** by otyebis

Want To Want Me

It's too hard to sleep

I got the sheets on the floor

Nothing on me

And I can't take it no more

The Goods

Clothes:

Dress -Pixicat- Dreamy.Dress (Black) by areve Resident
Wraps fri. - Reverie.Wraps (Coal) by Darling Monday

Accesories:
Face piercing - .HoD. - Deardriu Piercing (Female Fit) by aydan.darcy
Arm Tapes ~ EsmeSia ~ Arm Tapes by Esmeralda Siamendes
Short necklace Bliensen - Necklace - Childhood 1 by Plurabelle Laszlo
Long necklace .aisling. The Bad Wife by ᴅʀᴜᴜ (Druunah Esharham)
Upper armband right DL:: Demon's Hunter Armband by TitiTinyTo Resident
Bracelets right *MUKA* Claire by Muka Release (@Whore Couture until March 31st)
Left hand [ContraptioN] The Cursed Hand *???* by Faust Steamer (@Secret Affair until March 31st)
Skeleton hand T-3D Creation [ Skeleton Hands - R/L -  ] MESH - Full Perm - by YumiBox800
Legbands .aisling. Nery Belts by Druunah Esharham (@We <3 RP March)
Knife legband [BODY FACTORY] Legend Knife Holster (Black) by Deco Olinger

Body: 

Brow cut ~ Esmesia ~ Brow Cut by Esmeralda Siamendes
Face antielle. HSotD - 10 - Haunted by Jareth Cygnet (Gacha in store)
Bloodshot eyes Clemmm - Bloodshot Eyebases by Clem Velinov
Eyebags Zibska ~ Ares [no transfer] by Zib Scaggs
Lips antielle. The Alchemical Transformation (7) Coagulation by Kaorinette Resident (gacha)
Teeth [whatever] Teeth 2.0 - Dirty (tinted + alpha made by me) by AnnaGrey Resident
Dirt on body and face ViGo Creations - Dirt all over by Vila Targaryen (vilandra.miles)
Bloody feet Clemm by Clem Velinov
Nails Action Nails Wookey HUD V1 by MarilynMonroe Munro
Grease on hands [NI.JU] Mechanic Hands SLINK Appliers by Vitani Jun
Hair + Rose Princess Hair Fatpack + {aii} by DevilAii Resident
Poses Elephante Poses  Snowball #4 by MelissaJeanne Flores
Hands and feet by Siddean Munro (with [PUMEC]  skin applier by otyebis)
Eyes IKON Promise Eyes - Field & Leonine by Ikon Innovia
Skin **[PUMEC]  - .:IVANA:. - SKIN - Spring** by otyebis

Throne

So you can throw me to the wolves

Tomorrow I will come back

Leader of the whole pack

Beat me black and blue

The Goods

Clothes:

Scarf/hood .A P H O T I C. Multi Race Shawl (Box) by Databass Resident
Top .ET. Vintage Romance Outfit RARE by LeEnfantTerrible Resident (@The Arcade March)
Pants Yasum*Boho Pants*Night by Azlyn Vaher (@We <3 RP March)
Boots JD - LouLou Black by Dave Freeman (davidefre Resident)

Accesories:
Mask PFC~Bones - mask by Pucca Firecaster (Gacha in store)
Face piercing - .HoD. - Deardriu Piercing (Female Fit) by aydan.darcy
Arm Tapes ~ EsmeSia ~ Arm Tapes by Esmeralda Siamendes
Necklace short (Yummy) Crecent Talisman - Green by Polyester Partridge (@We <3 RP March)
Necklace long -DRD- Skeletonhands necklace by Jaimy Hancroft

Armband +XAnSA+ Viperas Grip - Black Ancient by XanXan Jervil (@Genre until 12th of April)

Bag [NC] - Adventure Backpack - (WEAR ME!) (unpacked) by andycool90 Resident (@Secret Affair until March 31st)
Gloves =Zenith=Leather Rock Star Gloves (Black) -Maitreya by Miffyhoi Rosca (@Kustom9 until April 10th)
Axe *~M`n B~* Axe set by marley.blogfan

Belt 22769 ~ [accessories] Beating Heart Belt RARE by Paco Pooley (Gacha in store)
Claws [CX] Heretic Talons (Untainted) by Kamayari Resident (Gacha in store)
Skeleton hand T-3D Creation [ Skeleton Hands - R/L -  ] MESH - Full Perm - by YumiBox800
Knife in boot *~M`n B~* Hunting Knife by M n B (marley.blogfan)

Body: 

Scars ~ EsmeSia ~  by Esmeralda Siamendes
Face antielle. HSotD - 10 - Haunted by Jareth Cygnet (Gacha in store)
Bloodshot eyes Clemmm - Bloodshot Eyebases by Clem Velinov
Eyebags Zibska ~ Ares [no transfer] by Zib Scaggs
Lips antielle. The Alchemical Transformation (7) Coagulation by Kaorinette Resident (gacha)
Teeth [whatever] Teeth 2.0 - Dirty (tinted + alpha made by me) by AnnaGrey Resident
Dirt on body and face ViGo Creations - Dirt all over by Vila Targaryen (vilandra.miles)
Bloody hands Clemm by Clem Velinov
Hair little bones. Viola - The Vivid (unpacked) by Nova Faerye (@Collabor88 March)
Poses Elephante Poses  Strawberry Fields Forever by MelissaJeanne Flores
Hands and feet by Siddean Munro (with [PUMEC]  skin applier by otyebis)
Eyes IKON Promise Eyes - Field & Leonine by Ikon Innovia
Skin **[PUMEC]  - .:IVANA:. - SKIN - Spring** by otyebis

We Are Now

Cause no one could stop us from getting older

And all of our days would be full of mistakes

Drive down the hell never put on the brakes

Do anything to stay out longer

The Goods

Clothes:

Jacket VidaLoca - bikerjacket 4 by MiVidaLoca5 Resident
Skirt KITJA - Nelle Skirt BLACK & GREY by Kitja Rexie
Socks -SU!- Nylon Stockings /Ripped/ BLACK (Add Me) by Eleanor Cyberstar (@Whore Couture until March 31st)
Boots DRD worn combats by Jaimy Hancroft

Accesories:
Eyeball (heavily modded by me) *~M`n B~* Eyeball by marley blogfan
Mask *katat0nik* & Clemmm (HAHAHA) Gas Mask RARE by Katat0nik Pidgeon (Gacha in store)
Short necklace RO - Broken Heart Vendor by AxsisThorn Resident
Long necklace .aisling. The Bad Wife by ᴅʀᴜᴜ (Druunah Esharham)
Skeleton hand T-3D Creation [ Skeleton Hands - R/L -  ] MESH - Full Perm - by YumiBox800
Legbands/suspenders *MUKA* Leg Strap by Muka Release (@Whore Couture until March 31st)
Legband right DRD -zombie apoc - survival legstrap by Jaimy Hancroft (Gacha in store)
Shears Siden - Garden Shears by Moth Fairy  (Sooden Ren)

Body: 

Bloodshot eyes Clemmm - Bloodshot Eyebases by Clem Velinov
Eyebags Zibska ~ Ares [no transfer] by Zib Scaggs
Face and body paint antielle. Demon Blood by Jareth Cygnet
Ears UNISEX[MANDALA]SIMPLE_EARS_HUTUU by kikunosuke Eel
Hair +Spellbound+ Interlude // Chapter II : Sky by Kohana Xue (@Whore Couture until March 31st)
Poses DM Act Tough #1 by Del May
Eyes IKON Promise Eyes - Field & Leonine by Ikon Innovia
Skin **[PUMEC]  - .:IVANA:. - SKIN - Spring** by otyebis

I Awake

I've let it go, welcomed it in

I wear the scars upon my skin

The stroke was real, the force is great

My heart is an adventurer

The Goods

Clothes:

Hood and skirt >glYph< Acolyte Green Boxed by Cry Hawker
Bra .Arcadia. - Hadrian Maille by Lokii Violet
Corset .A. Demeter Cinchers Fern (unpacked) by Lokii Violet (@We <3 RP March)

Accesories:
Wings [MF] Mesh tribal wings (boxed) by MedievalFantasy Resident
Face piercing - .HoD. - Deardriu Piercing (Female Fit) by aydan.darcy
Short necklace -DRD-  enchanted keys necklace by Jaimy Hancroft
Long necklace !TLB - Heartfelt Keepsake Necklace by Drusilla Dethly
Upper armband right DL:: Demon's Hunter Armband by TitiTinyTo Resident
Lower armband right **RE** MoonFlight Full Moon Bracelets by crashnoww Resident (@Shiny Shabby until March 10th)
Bracelet right .ET. L'odeur du cuir Bracelet Black by LeEnfantTerrible Resident (Gacha in store)
Upper armband left [BODY FACTORY] Hazard Bracelet (Black) - BOX by Deco Olinger
Lower armband left DRD -zombie apoc- armblade by Jaimy Hancroft (Gacha in store)
Belt/apron [CX] Butcher's Apron Female (unpacked) by Kamayari Resident (@We <3 RP March)
Claws [CX] Hayop (Black) (unpacked) by Kamayari Resident
Skeleton hand T-3D Creation [ Skeleton Hands - R/L -  ] MESH - Full Perm - by YumiBox800

Body: 

Scars ~ EsmeSia ~  by Esmeralda Siamendes
Soot Clemmm - Detached Shadow Smear Tattoo by Clem Velinov
Face antielle. HSotD - 10 - Haunted by Jareth Cygnet (Gacha in store)
Lips antielle. The Alchemical Transformation (7) Coagulation by Kaorinette Resident (gacha in store)
Teeth [whatever] Teeth 2.0 - Dirty (tinted a bit more yellow + alpha made by me) by AnnaGrey Resident
Poses DM Grown up by Del May
Hands by Siddean Munro (with [PUMEC]  skin applier by otyebis)
Skin **[PUMEC]  - .:IVANA:. - SKIN - Spring** by otyebis